Every Time I Initiate Sex I Feel Anxious
Do you feel anxious every time you want to initiate sex in your relationship? Do you sometimes convince yourself not to bother so you avoid the pain of potentially being rejected (again)?
A client of mine recently asked me a question…
“Do I really need to build my self confidence to increase the attraction in my relationship?“
If you are new to noticing the anxious reaction you experience around intimacy, I highly recommend building your self confidence first because from a place of consistent, solid self worth it is much easier to make an invitation that the other person will want to say yes to.
When you are confident in the kind of connection you want, when you have conviction about the value of what you have to offer and when you “want” but don’t “need” to have sex or some kind of physical intimacy, you create a much safer environment for the other person to respond freely and honestly to your invitation.
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I know far too many married men who are stuck in an “external confidence” which requires that the other person leads the intimate part of their relationship.
They have marriages where they feel like they’re just roommates and he’s deeply unhappy.
It’s hard to hear, but a romantic relationship without intimacy (which includes all 4 types of intimacy not just physical), is guaranteed to break down at some point in the future or at the very least be deeply unsatisfying for at least one person (usually for both if it’s left unresolved for long enough).
Several times over the past few years I have seen a growth in intimacy in my relationship because I was being a more passionate, more inspired man.
Each time I had decided to play a bigger game in a certain area of my life and I was open to challenging myself and taking control of improving my life.
What I found interesting is that almost every time I started taking on those challenges and making the changes to myself I felt like a fraud.
I thought that my wife would judge me and criticise me…and that feeling continued until she started to trust these new changes aren’t a threat to her and her future security.
Then I have the very same next thought every time, “well, that was just a fluke. She’ll see through all my BS…any day now”, but instead our connection would keep on growing and deepening, I just had to be patient and consistent.
And then, finally, I start to really own my new mojo and confidence. (Until the next time I choose to stretch myself again, of course…)
The clue that my mojo and self worth is running low is always that I analyse the situation way too much before taking any action, I overthink and try and find what I think is a “safe” way to express what I want.
The clue that my mojo and self worth is healthy is that I feel the urge to take action and I follow through straight away, I trust myself and my intuition and ability to create the kind of experience I want to have.
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Over time, I have discovered that my mojo and self confidence has become a reliable feedback system to help me filter out moments where I’m not truly clear and committed to what I want to create.
Which in turn has helped me take action at the right moments, when I am feeling clear and confident, and of course then the likelihood of being able to create the kind of experience I want is much higher.
And for those moments when you get some resistance or an unenthusiastic response to my invitation to connect, I always remind myself that connecting with me is fun, relaxing and pleasurable.
If I want her to invest her time, energy, focus and commitment, I have to be a Hell Yes to what I want to create with her. And if she says yes to that, then we’re guaranteed to have a great time together.
What is your biggest challenge around sex and intimacy in your marriage?
I still get nervous every time I want to try something new in the intimate part of my relationship.
When I get a positive response, it often surprises me! And it’s only after the second positive response that I start to believe it’s what she wants too.
Want to become stronger and more confident in being able to lead the intimate part of your relationship?
Stop Making Every Invitation a Test of Your Worth
If initiating intimacy has become something you analyse, rehearse or avoid because you’re afraid of another rejection, rebuilding your sexual confidence starts before you make the invitation. Get clearer about what you want to create, what you enjoy bringing to intimacy and whether you can offer that without needing a particular response to feel good about yourself. The more you trust yourself to handle both enthusiasm and resistance, the more naturally you can show up as the confident, relaxed and intimate man you want to be.
Book a free 60-minute callWhy do I feel anxious about initiating sex with my wife?
If you have experienced rejection before, your mind can start treating every new initiation as another opportunity to get hurt. You may overthink what to say, wait for the perfect moment or decide not to try at all. Building confidence means learning that her response does not determine your value.
Do I need more self-confidence to improve intimacy in my marriage?
Confidence can make it easier to express desire without turning your wife’s response into a judgement about you. When you trust yourself more, you can make an invitation honestly and allow her to respond freely. That creates a very different dynamic from approaching intimacy while desperately needing reassurance.
How can I initiate intimacy without putting pressure on my wife?
Be clear about what you want while leaving genuine room for her to say yes or no. An invitation should not carry resentment, disappointment or an expectation that she has to protect your feelings. Wanting intimacy strongly and respecting her freedom to respond can exist at the same time.
Why do I overthink before initiating sex?
Overthinking often appears when you are trying to find a completely safe way to avoid rejection, embarrassment or uncertainty. The problem is that intimacy rarely comes with guarantees. Becoming clearer about your intentions and trusting your ability to handle the response can reduce the need to analyse every possible outcome.
How should I handle rejection without losing confidence?
Allow yourself to feel disappointed without turning the rejection into a story about your worth or attractiveness. A no in one moment does not automatically mean she does not desire you or that your relationship is failing. Confidence includes knowing you can hear no and remain grounded, warm and connected.
How can I become more confident leading the intimate part of my relationship?
Work on becoming clearer about the kind of connection you want to create and what you genuinely enjoy giving in intimacy. Take action when your intentions feel honest rather than waiting for complete certainty. Confidence grows through repeated experience of expressing yourself, handling the response and discovering that you can trust yourself either way.
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